Thursday, February 18, 2010

I thought You Were Gay.. I still do think the same way at times


I’m fed up! I just need to get a few things out my head. Otherwise, I would explode.

Seriously, I really thought he was gay and I still think he is gay at times. He is a smart person., a constant honor student and is now an accomplished professional. But we all think of him as gay. He is just soft in his ways.. But my crystal ball is foggy this time so I'd like to keep this "gender issue" ending with a comma, rather than a period.

In the past, he courted me. It’s not that I was spellbound or something but my world seemed to have stopped in shock. Armageddon!!! I knew my subconscious mind echoed to me “Could this be the end of the world?”. In a snap I was back into myself and realized the truth, a ROMEO is expressing his love for me. But only this time, ROMEO is GAY or likely gay! lol..

There was not a chance that we could be lovers. There was no love, no chemistry..Things just didn’t feel right. I likened it to buying lingerie. No matter how beautiful the lingerie is, but when you slip it on, it’s either too loose or too tight. Buying it is just a waste of money.

I’m talking about this thing now because he again reiterated his “love” for me a few days ago (in a jiffy) and dropped the nuclear bomb guy lingo through a cowardly text: "I am in love with you.. Am truly, madly, deeply in love with you."



He also mentioned about “first love never dies” thing. So cliché! I felt like I was opening my history book upon hearing his words. My past just got dug up and I had to re-live in it again...re-enacted the past of saying “NO” to him. I’m sure it hurt him. But the biggest issue really is not about his being gay or gay-ish. It’s more on the genuineness of the intentions. For years we haven't seen each other, and then he came up through text and told me how he much loves me.. In my book, that is so questionable. He couldn't fall in love with me again in a blink of an eye!

Oh well,
I just let this roll off my shoulders, and just guess that he could be in his cups, intoxicated and all when he said those words and let karma do its thing.

Note: To the guy, if you read this, please don't get mad at me.. I'm just being true. And I will try not to talk about "love" in my next articles..hehehe..

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6 comments

Anonymous
February 18, 2010 at 7:07 AM delete

if he said i love you through text it's not proper. you said you have not seen him for a while and then he suddenly tells you he loves you..that's unbelievable.. i doubt about his real intentions. Maybe he only wants to show to his friends that he has girlfriend and he is not really gay. He might only be using you. be careful!

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Anonymous
February 18, 2010 at 5:56 PM delete

don't believe him.. i don't think he meant what he said.. karma has its own way of repaying..

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February 19, 2010 at 4:35 AM delete

@anonymous 1 and anonymous 2,

thanks thanks.. yes I don't believe him .. He can't be serious and his feelings can't be real.. I'm not that stupid to believe him.. thanks for dropping by guys!

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Anonymous
February 19, 2010 at 6:46 PM delete

give him the benefit of the doubt.

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Anonymous
February 22, 2010 at 5:47 AM delete

" Love is a many slpendored thing "

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March 6, 2010 at 3:53 AM delete

thank you guys for your comments.. i appreciate it..

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